I never Had a Love story...

:) My flatmate is currently reading a book callled I too had a love story.

I just realised I was Alice in Wonderland. I never had a love story. The love I thought never existed, For me Love does not exist. Atleast for me it does not. How stupid was i, I cant even call it innocence...I am too old to be innocent anymore.

Infatuation, I guess be a better word, I am bad at expressing. I dont think I can ever say few things.... I generally write things which I cant say.

I hated Pune until I met Vicky and Ashwin joined the project ( both are opposites vicky hardly talks and ashwin hardly stops). I remember somewhere I said I will write about him... today is his day ...hehehehe.....

Remember seeing him seated next to me instead of madhuri after my unplannned leaves( my managers hate me for it, I hate them no less). I just had a glance, I Ain't rude to new people and generally try to make them comfortable.... for the first time I dint take the pain of talking to him... He said something I dont remember now.... I guess the next day I listened to few things he spoke endlessly and he showed me few of his sketches... I thought what a kiddo... He actually is.
I was going for a break and tol d him what I was upto :). He said he will join and we went for tea.... the conversation was good.... we started taking frequent breaks together.... and everytime a new topic to discuss, he is very inquistive and like cartoons ( I hope hid dad gets him tata sky), crazy about music, sketching, likes to read minds, body language and he knows most things :).
Quite mature for his age..... Didnt feel I am a day older or he a day younger to me.... The friendship was great. I started enjoying office....

It was funny to be seen by kavita most times. There was nothing between us but I felt strange whenever our managers spotted us together... .

Conversation and conversation..... endlessly conversation .... felt nice..atlas I found a fren in office too....

Look at me.... I am nuts..... I have to accept it... I started with something else on mind and ended with dont really know what.... Just typing whatever comes to my mind.

I wish to be mindless fora while................

Mindlessly,
manjusha