26th feb2010--- missing my diary

I couldn't write my diary last night and wont be able to write until I am back home.
Hence, for the days that I dont have my diary with me...this is where I write.
Day started on a very happy note with some very good tea, rushed to office. Feel something good is soon to happen, ppl around me are all nice....wanted to hurry up things so that I cud bake some yummy pizzas for abhi, He generally likes my surprises, today he liked the pizzas and the french fries quite a lot.... Ckijee is turning v naughty these days and since he sees me too often, he recognises me whenever I visit them..... and cries when I leave the place....like the way he says...mamamama.....

Karthing calling karthik was not as bad as hiren felt. I liked it. Saw a new side of him and makes him a very special person. Diary is better ....I write all my feelings but here I am somehow not able to put my thoughts.... I am shy :):):)
Thanks Bhagwanjee !!!!

Life

Life is weird at times, You can never know what will happen the very next moment. Last year this day I was at my worst emotional level. Today I am happy again....How long would it last :):):) Since nothing is permanent even this good phase will pass at the blink of my eyes someday....scared?? yes regretful?? No... Prepared?? Trying to :):):)

I am me

Back to being me :):):), I cant be selfish ever. Back to being myself is a good feeling but it comes with a very heavy price.